Well me and my new roommates, Emily and Lynette, are fixing to finally sign our lease this week for the apartment, and it's so exciting! I was telling one of my best friends from Merkel that it's a bittersweet feeling the whole way around. I'm excited about starting a new chapter in my life, but I know it's going to be heart breaking when I have to say goodbye for a while to my three best friends, Tori, Ashley, and Minnie.
I also am still dealing with losing my Nanny, and to think about how she's not here to see me move up in life is also really hard. I thought she would always be here through everything I go through in life, but little did I know there wasn't enough time. I will ALWAYS remember her, and she will always be with me and in my heart forever. Death is not something we look forward to, but it's apart of life, and sometimes it catches us off guard. We just have to find a way to deal and cope.
I am excited for every new thing to come in my life, and ready for the change! :) I found some amazing pictures online to hang on my wall in my room of the new apartment. Marilyn Monroe pictures and some vintage photographs, can't wait to do the shopping for frames and decorations! Anyways I guess I better hit the sack, it's late. Goodnight to everyone!
Be back soon- VICTORIAKAY:)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
The beginning:)
Well it has been a while since I've blogged since the beginning of summer, just been busy busy. This has been one of the best summers, definitely makes top five in my book. I've gotten to party with my friends, have down time with my family, and now I'm getting to go apartment hunting to start my new life in college.
It's crazy to think that in high school there really are no second chances to make yourself into the person you want to be, everyone holds you back because when you try to change they only see the person that they've known for so long so they don't try to help or motivate you. I'm very ready to start over and have that second chance now. College is going to be a great experience for me and my new roommate, Emily Power:) Even though we won't end up going to the same college, we will still live together and have fun.
I'm scared and excited all at the same time! It's an adrenaline rush to think I'll be on my own!
Another GREAT thing happened to me yesterday morning, a talent agency called my cell phone and asked me to let them book me for an audition for the Twilight Saga Eclipse! Of course there's a catch, they want to be my permanent agents so I'd have to pay $200 a month... BUT at least I have the opportunity, and it's WAY exciting to know people want me as their client!
Well I never pictured myself being this grown up... It's a bittersweet feeling, but I'm ready to move on to the next chapter of my crazy, chaotic, messy life.
It's crazy to think that in high school there really are no second chances to make yourself into the person you want to be, everyone holds you back because when you try to change they only see the person that they've known for so long so they don't try to help or motivate you. I'm very ready to start over and have that second chance now. College is going to be a great experience for me and my new roommate, Emily Power:) Even though we won't end up going to the same college, we will still live together and have fun.
I'm scared and excited all at the same time! It's an adrenaline rush to think I'll be on my own!
Another GREAT thing happened to me yesterday morning, a talent agency called my cell phone and asked me to let them book me for an audition for the Twilight Saga Eclipse! Of course there's a catch, they want to be my permanent agents so I'd have to pay $200 a month... BUT at least I have the opportunity, and it's WAY exciting to know people want me as their client!
Well I never pictured myself being this grown up... It's a bittersweet feeling, but I'm ready to move on to the next chapter of my crazy, chaotic, messy life.
It's going to be AMAZING<3
Until next time - VICTORIAKAY:)
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